All That Drama

For the last two days

Wed, 19 Mar 2008 18:45:18 GMT

Yeah, two entire days ((\o/)), I have not wrote a single thing.....
You know what? I'm tired of complaining about my mom (which hasn't spoken to me since monday, but anyway) and everything else...
Thats why I haven't writen...

This is my baby... I've had him since before I turned one.
It's only right that I put him here now, because he was my first easter gift, and easter's this sunday.
But that's it for now.

I'm listening to Perfect by Simple Plan!

Love

Writer's Block: In this perfect world

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 00:46:15 GMT

What is your idea of a perfect world? Why do you feel this way?

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My idea of a perfect world is a world in peace. This world will be perfect when people finally start to love themselves and to love each other. When charity is done not for credit, but because your heart tells you to do it. And when all the people practice it.
The world will be perfect when we all learn that material posessions mean nothing. When we care more for words than we do for gifts.
The day we live like that, this world will be no more a place of probations and suffering. It will be a good place.

Little Miss Sunshine

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 00:29:55 GMT

So...
Yesterday my day was great. Me and my stepmom went to the beach in the morning... We went shopping in the afternoon,,, and we did some cleaning after we ate.
The we watched The Sixth Sense... If you've watched it you should know how incredible that movie is. If not, I recommend it.
It's not only entertaing, but is full of suspense, it keeps you hanging and wondering all movie long. And specially, it is very spiritualist. The message behind it all is very strong.
After that, my dad got home. So we decided to watch Little Miss Sunshine together.
OMG. After that movie, I don't care what happens. My family is normal. Really.
That movie is drama for beggining to end. It portrais the american family really well. Of course, it used all extremes, but still.
One thing though, the last scene is to die for. If I've ever laughed so much I cried, it was while watching it.
Today we had a surprise party for Marcia.
All in all I had a great weekend.
I'm obviously trying to ignore the war that's going on, or the fact my phone is unplugged so my mom can't call.
But what's done, is done. And my stepmother is well in her rights to do what she did. And I agree with her in everything she said. So, I can't complain.
I just wish my mom would open her eyes.
But from the message I got from my brother today, I know it's not happening.
She can't tell me stuff anymore, so she is telling him now. So too bad. This is not my problem anymore, If he wants to submit to her insanities, it pains me, but there's nothing I can do.
I know I'm probably not making sense, but I need to ramble a little.
There's not many people I can talk to.
I'm leaving now.
Bye

Duda

Breath, by Breaking Benjamin

I see nothing in your eyes,
and the more I see the less I lie.

Is it over yet, in my head?

I know nothing of your kind,
and I won't reveal your evil mind.

Is it over yet? I can't win.

So sacrifice yourself,
and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find
the fire in your eyes.
I'll throw it all away,
get away, please.

[Chorus]
You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole
where my heart should be. You got to fight just to
make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you.

This will be all over soon.
Pour salt into the open wound.

Is it over yet? Let me in.

So sacrifice yourself,
and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find
the fire in your eyes.
I'll throw it all away,
get away, please.

[Chorus]
You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole
where my heart should be. You got to fight just to
make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you.

[Bridge]
I'm waiting, I'm hating, realize, start hiding.

[Chorus]
You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole
where my heart should be. You got to fight just to
make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you

Lost

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 21:34:57 GMT

Hey there!
I know I should be posting a entry about myself today, but time is short.
In about half an hour I'll be keaving to go see Divald Franco.
For those who don't know, he is a very important figure in the Christian Spiritist community.
It doesn't take a spiritist to realize this is huge, right?
Anyway, I was supposed to be having a calm, thoughtful day... mentalizing good things, sunflowers, and the success the event deserves. Whatever happened to that right?
I had yet another fight with my mom today... Big shocker there.
Oh yeah, and my stepmom sent her an email... Yeah, I'm not answering the phone or logging on MSN for a while! ;p
Well, I'd better go.
I'll leave you guys with this one song I really love, which is the title of this entry.

Lost
Michael Bublé
I can’t believe it’s over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow, it turned to rain
Then the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize the girl you are today
And God I hope it’s not too late
It’s not too late

'Cause you are not alone
I’m always there with you
And we’ll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
So when you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
Babe you’re not lost
When your world’s crashin’ down
And you can’t bear the thought
I said, babe you’re not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you’ve gone crazy
But you’re not
Though things have seemed to change
There’s one thing that’s still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly, fly, fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we’ll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
So when you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
Babe you’re not lost
and your world crashing down
And you can’t bear the thought
I said, baby you’re not lost
I said, baby you’re not lost
I said, baby you’re not lost
I said Baby, you’re not lost..

The Awakening

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 22:52:38 GMT

Hey... for my first entry I'm just gonna write down a sonned I wrote last month...
Try to guess what am I writing about... Next time I'll write a little about myself =)
Don't forget to check out my fotolog. ;p

Stop. Take a breath
Stuck in this graveyard
The presence of death
Hurts deeply and hits hard.
A swirl of memories
Brought by unbroken bonds
Of the wars of Aries
Which bound us to our bones.
And when the sounds of trumpets
Have lost the original meaning
With a lifetime of regrets
Burning in the awakening.
You will find that the end you strived for
Is but the opening of the eternal door.

Until my next entry,
I remain yours truly
Duda